Playing with Kurt's iphone

After 6 months of deciding Kurt decided to update his mobile. He took forever choosing what would best suit him. Seeing he is a broke uni student. He didn't want to take the pludge and get what he really wanted. After one day and not being able to contact him because he was listening to his ipod on the train and couldn't hear his mobile. I told him he needs to get it as it will come in handy for uni plus it will make his an hour and a half train trips more fun. So he finally got one and I thought we would try out the camera.

Feeling so fat.... 24 weeks pregnant and not the best picture of my body.
Spencer taking a picture of himself.
A little princess, Who has her daddy wrapped around her little finger...

Scruffy

Our little princess has a new nickname she now responds to the name scruffy. Her hair is getting so long, If her hair is not tied back her fringe is in her eyes. Her daddy refuses to cut it and won't let me cut it at all. If lots of kicking and screaming every day we have to strive to tie back her hair. If we just stay at home she turns into scruffy.

4 years and still going

We have now been married for 4 years... I think thats pretty good for being pregnant with our third.

Weddings and Friends

Kurt and I are very blessed to have some amazing friends up here. The best thing about our friends is my girlfriend's husbands are Kurt's closest friends. We get to celebrate a lot of things together. Recently we were blessed to see our friends Holly and James get married. It was awesome for all of us to spend the day together (without kids)

Year 2

Well Kurt started the 2nd year of his uni degree last week. He is studying Sound Production and Audio Engineering at JMC in southbank. The only good news about it is that he has uni 2 days a week. Expect for they are long days from leaving at 7:00am and geting home at 5:30pm. It will work out well when baby number 3 is born.

Picture was taken from 2nd recording session the band "Yorke" a new and upcoming band. I don't really like them as the vocalist is not my thing but at lease they are giving it a go.

Feeling to old for my age

I am having one of those afternoons where I need to get something off my chest, This is not to offend anyone its just my personal feelings and one of the struggles I am trying to overcome at the moment and I felt facebook is not the place to put it but I might do it here. I am going to write about something that can be quite personal but its something I deal with every day.

At 17 and 6 months I found out I was pregnant to my boyfriend Kurt who is 2 years older than me. He was a fantastic boyfriend and I loved him to bits and did have plans to marry him in the future as soon as I turned 18. I was grateful for a family and friends that did not judge our actions at the time... Kurt and I got married when I was 4 months pregnant. Found out we were expecting a little boy. We were pretty excited. Spencer was born a week overdue with no complications. We continued on with life as normal as possible. We had our 2nd baby 26 months later. and Now expecting our 3rd on the 1st July.

So there is a bit of a background who knows us well would of already known all that. Here is the next part on why I feel a bit to old at the moment. On the 13th May I will be turning 22. Don't get me wrong I don't regret any of my actions that I have done to this day. Being 22 and having there very last baby is an odd feeling. I am currently under going counseling for a completely different issue but it came up last session and I was reminded that I am living a life of a 30 year old.

Somedays it does feel like I am 30 and not turning 22. Somedays I feel that I am way older than my friends because they may have just got married but I have 2 and a half other kids to think about. Somedays I feel that I am to young for this. There is negatives to being a young mum (cant stand the phrase teenage mum) but I think if you look at the postives they end up winning.

Although we are like any other new married couple. We are broke uni students, we pay rent we pay our bills the only difference is we have 2 and a half kids. We may live in the crappiest part of Queensland. In the worst street in Caboolture. But it's what we sacrifice to gain the rewards in the end.

Me at 17, When I was a size 6... Ahh those were the days.
Wedding Day.
Pregnant With Spencer....

All those experiences I won't change for a billon years.